From Melodic Shama, 1 Year ago, written in Plain Text.
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  16. I’ve never masturbated since. I joined a gym and improved my body, I gained 20 pounds of muscle and am able to squat 225 lbs and deadlift 315 lbs (after seven years you’d expect me to lift more, but a lower back injury keeps recurring a few times a year and I have to restart from square one each time). I don’t get bullied that much anymore. When people do antagonize me, they don’t crush me with a frontal hostile attack like they used to. They now do it cautiously, for example cursing me with a friendly expression on their face or when they are a safe distance away from me. They also curse while pretending to talk about someone else. It’s actually funny how cowardice changes their behavior. I guess people will always hate me but I don’t care any more. I now enjoy confrontations and releasing the rage and hate inside. I’ve had sex a few times in the past year but I always feel horrible afterwards, as if my core energy was scooped out of my lower belly. My lifts in the gym suffer for about two weeks and I avoid confrontation again, lol. I’ve quit masturbating, and I will never have sex again until I die. I’ve read that if a man is celibate for 12 years he gains spiritual powers. I’m a good-for-nothing person anyway, I might as well see if that claim is true.