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15. I had no intention of doing so, but I guess she wants me to come inside. Why do I mention this? I proceed very cautiously with her. I remember walking with her towards Misha's truck one night, and she got all uptight, asking me where I was going, with an attitude, not knowing where I was heading.
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17. Her room talking for about an hour about subjects not relevant to the blog that I prefer to keep between the two of us. I eventually end up on her bed. She follows. Looks at me...
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19. Freckles: "You're not the same guy that you portray yourself as on the blog."
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21. I am very much the same guy. I don't think she pays attention to what I say sometimes. I told her already, the more of my respect that she earns, the more I'd allow myself to open up to her.
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23. Refusing to be patient and wait, she starts hammering me with questions. Interrogation? I don't think so. I get up and try to leave three times. Not letting me get off that easily, she grabs me all three times...
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25. Freckles: "I don't need to say it, but you know what you need to do."
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27. Confused, I ignore her. Is she talking about closing the blog? Not going to happen. Escalate sexually? Also, not going to happen. Why not? She is always complaining about moving too fast. So, I decided to just not do anything. Normally? I'm a very aggressive guy, as long as I know that the girl is comfortable with me.
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29. She has no one to blame but herself for my passiveness. When a girl gets defensive about sex, the ball is no longer in my court to make a move. And if you can't tell, I do the above to prevent any kind of rape charges whatsoever. Any kind of defensiveness about sex, and yes, I will tippy-toe. Not even going to risk it.
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31. I just chill out while we talk...
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33. Freckles: "Look, are you going to kiss me or not?"
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35. Nope. We play the waiting game. The girl wants what she wants and isn't going to wait on me any longer. She starts kissing me. Enough details. Time to go to bed. She looks at me. Both of us aren't going to fit on her twin bed. Someone has to sleep on the futon...and it isn't me. Asshole? I know.
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37. I wake up. Make her bed. Try to sneak out before she wakes up. I turn around to see her curled up on the futon. And for once, I actually feel bad for being a dick. Her eyes pop open. I know how she hates it when I leave without saying a word to her before I go. I guess I can make an exception today...
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39. Me: "Goodbye."
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41. And I close the door behind me.
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